Kaname
Harada woke up sweating. Increasingly, the middle-aged Japanese
farmer was experiencing nightmares, horrific visions of the faces of
terrified young airmen hurtling toward their doom in fiery crashes.
Kaname (pronounced Kah-Nah-May)
had killed every one of them in combat as a Zero fighter pilot during
the Second World War.
Furthermore,
he bore terrible memories of being on a hospital ship with
horrifically wounded soldiers, none of whom were being treated. The
ship's doctor ignored them as he treated Kaname's wounds, saying,
“You just have to discard guns with a bent barrel.”
Kaname
thought at the time, “We aren’t human beings. We’re like a
weapon or ammunition...That’s the reality of being on the front
line.”
Kaname
Harada was among an elite group of Imperial Japanese pilots. Like his
contemporary, Saburo Sakai, Kaname was an “ace”, having shot down
an estimated 19 American airplanes up until he himself was shot down
and badly injured in 1942. He
had been involved in the attack on Pearl Harbour and in the Battle of
Midway. After his injuries, he
became a flying instructor, eventually even training kamikaze
pilots,
for the remainder of the war.
Although
he became a successful dairy farmer afterwards, the nightmares
stemming from his war experience haunted him, exhausting him
spiritually and physically.
“I
realized the war had turned me into a killer of men.” he said
later. “And that was not the kind of person I wanted to be.” What
was he to do? he wondered.
“If
you want to atone for the lives you have taken, what better way is
there than to nurture new lives?” his wife suggested. They opened a
kindergarten in 1969. His nightmares vanished. Kaname worked as
principal of the school until he retired in the late 1980s, though he
maintained a presence in the facility afterwards.
“The
first incarnation of my life was as a ruthless killer. I still live
with a sense of sin over those I killed. I chased them and shot them
down—such a horrible thing to do,” he said in a later interview.
“Now, I go to the kindergarten every day and interact with the
children. I want to nurture kind and considerate hearts in all of
them.”
During
those years, he also made it a point to visit former aerial foes in
the UK and USA. All of these activities helped heal his psychological
pain, but a rocking chair retirement was not to be. In his 70s,
Kaname realized that Japan was experiencing an ominous evolution in
its politics.
Kaname
Harada had been like many veterans of war: he had chosen not to talk
about his experiences for a long time. But one day, in 1991, he heard
one of the children in his kindergarten speak of the televised images
of the Gulf War, as “beautiful like fireworks”. Kaname realized
that that child—perhaps many children—had no real idea of what
they were seeing and could find the horror of actual war rendered as
harmless and somehow “beautiful”.
There
were more alarming signs of a change in outlook in Japan.
In
recent years, especially under Prime Minster Kinzuo Abe, Japan has
swung politically to the right. Abe is keenly interested in gutting
Article 9 of the Japanese constitution, which specifically forbids
Japan from entering into any conflict for other than self-defense. To
this end, Japan's military is limited to a defensive role, a fact
which irks many Japanese conservatives. Japan itself has struggled
with its role as an oppressive empire before and during the Second
World War. As the realities of the war recede in memory, a number of
younger Japanese want to see the country become militarily strong
again. More than a few are agitating for a return of the Empire as a
reflection of growing Japanese nationalism and the threat of North
Korean militarism.
However,
many Japanese wish to see Article 9 preserved and for Japan to remain
as a peaceful power in the world. Among them was Kaname Harada.
He
did not mince words about those who wanted to return to a militarily
strong Japan: “these politicians were born after the war, and so
they don’t understand it must be avoided at all costs. In this
respect, they are like our prewar leaders."
The
former fighter pilot took on a new mission: to speak up, tell the
truth about war to younger generations. Despite his 70+ years of age,
he spoke publicly at every venue he could. Kaname continued well into
his '90s, despite the growing frailty of his aging.
His
eloquent pleas to remind his people of the dangers of reawakening
nationalistic militarism and of the horrors of war itself drew a wide
audience in Japan. Despite his age, Kaname became a sought-after
public speaker. He continued this practice for most of the rest of
his life.
In
his late 90s, unable to speak publicly any longer, Kaname retired
from what had become his third vocation. At some point in 2011, he
was approached by film maker Zero Mori in Nagano, his city of
residence. Mori visited the elderly Kaname many times, then broached
the idea of making a documentary about his war experiences,
especially as so many of those who had lived through or participated
in the war were now deceased. Kaname readily agreed.
The
documentary, titled Each and Every Battlefield, premiered in 2015 and
has had good audience numbers. Kaname lived to see himself on screen
pleading with his country to remain a peaceful presence in the world.
He
died in 2016, having completed his last mission to the best of his
ability.
--copyright Peter Fergus-Moore 2017